Ms. Guided in Life

It's been four months since my dad unexpectedly passed away. It's been a very tough transition to living life without my dad in our home. What I know for sure is: 1. I officially feel like an adult now.  Even though I'm in my mid-thirties, I've had a very well-supported life with my mom and dad.  My parents have always been the strongest pillars in my life who have always encouraged me to do my best and have supported me along the way. Now, I feel like I'm an adult and must make decisions.  Even though I strongly wish to return to the way it used to be, but I know that my parents and my upbringing have helped me prepare for this my whole life. 2. I'm doing my best to establish a new routine and stay positive and trust me when I tell you this--it is very hard work to be happy when I'm feeling sad on the inside. I am blessed to have people in my life who care about me and often send me text messages out of nowhere to check how I'm doing.  I'm so ...